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nexus_crossings2020-01-01 02:44 pm
Destination: Tropical
“I’ve been thinking a little about this place lately.”
Roaming around with no place in mind isn’t all that unfamiliar to him these days. If he’s behind honest, the first few months of being the Captain of his own ship had been fun. He appreciated being able to go wherever he wanted, see whatever it was that he wanted to see, play in any sabacc game he heard about, drink the booze of many worlds and meet some new people. In some ways, it was everything he ever wanted and exactly what he’d hoped for.
Something was missing, though. A feeling that gnawed at him regularly without knowing exactly what it was.
”I’m heading to a warm, tropical climate and I think I’m gonna be on the planet for a couple of days. I’m wondering what what everybody in the nexus would pack, if they were going somewhere sunny.”
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He has no memories of space travel, and what memories he has of being GraGoh are extremely fragmented, but he figures the other UrSkeks had to have dumped them on Thra somehow.
"We get that a lot." skekGra laughs again. "We don't remember much, but my counterpart urGoh and I were once one being. We were split into two halves: one light, one dark. UrRu are light - peaceful, creative, wise. Skeksis are dark - passionate, ambitious, selfish."
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Han screwed up his little human face in obvious distain for the thought.
“That you’re predestined to act a certain way just because of how you were split? If that were so, then how could it be that you were able to come to your own decision about trying to convince the other dark Skeksis to change?”
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He's wondered the same thing, if Skeksis are doomed to be evil creatures because they are Skeksis. He's trying to do good, and some of the others could probably be better if it wasn't for skekSo's leadership and the toxic poliics of the court, but others like skekSil and skekNa were rotten through and through.
"Skeksis don't have to be evil. We're inclined towards darkness, true, but we still have a choice and can learn better. My fellow Skeksis at the Castle of the Crystal are out of control - it's partly the Emperor and partly their obsession with immortality. We weren't always so bad."
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And Han, liked to think of himself as a pretty good judge of character and getting better all the time. As a smuggler you needed to have a good idea of who you could trust and who was going to turn around and double cross you.
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skekGra doesn't think of himself as good, and part of him is bothered when he's described that way. He's trying to be better, which is more than can be said for most Skeksis, but he'll always have his crimes as the Conqueror with him.
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When he had left the only family he’d ever known, surviving on the streets of Corellia had been surprisingly hard. He had ended up joining a gang just so he would have a place to go and regular meals (even if it was cheap and poorly prepared, that was still better than no food at all). In that time he regularly moved contraband, stole from people, got into fights and lied nearly all the time. And that was just the tip of the iceberg in all the bad things that he had done.
From there he had joined up with the Empire and he dropped bombs on innocent worlds, shot at people who were just trying to defend their homes and forced sentient beings into chains.
These days he tried to do as little harm to people as he could, but he still routinely ended up on the wrong side of the law and in a seemingly endless cycle of backstabbing everyone he knew.
“At least you try.” He says, finally, with a shrug. “Sometimes that’s all you can do.”