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Destination: Tropical
“I’ve been thinking a little about this place lately.”
Roaming around with no place in mind isn’t all that unfamiliar to him these days. If he’s behind honest, the first few months of being the Captain of his own ship had been fun. He appreciated being able to go wherever he wanted, see whatever it was that he wanted to see, play in any sabacc game he heard about, drink the booze of many worlds and meet some new people. In some ways, it was everything he ever wanted and exactly what he’d hoped for.
Something was missing, though. A feeling that gnawed at him regularly without knowing exactly what it was.
”I’m heading to a warm, tropical climate and I think I’m gonna be on the planet for a couple of days. I’m wondering what what everybody in the nexus would pack, if they were going somewhere sunny.”
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But it was clear he felt he was as skilled as anyone could be, he had so much to learn about himself. In later years he would find himself face to face with his own limitations.
Leia took his hand and offered a firm shake, her own skin soft and warm with the heat from the fire place. His older self had none of the ideas that this version of Han seemed to have over what might be appropriate treatment for royalty. Was this how they might have interacted later had things been different?
"And it doesn't convey your charm adequately." She inclined her head with a smile to match his own. "Buy me a drink and we can call it even." She wasn't flirting, it was just conversation lubricant.
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Han likes her conversational lubricant style, although, she’ll find that when the server comes back for a drink order he asks for a bottle of Aldebaran Whisky and two glasses — as any good mechanic will tell you, it’s always good to have extra lube.
Was that a little too bold? Maybe, but Leia seemed to be responding positive to his charm and hey, fortune favors the bold, right?
“So, in the spirit of give and take, tell me what growing up on Alderaan is like.”
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It was odd the bits of his later self, selves she could see in him now. How he had gained back some of this comfort with himself in his older years and how his subtle but unmistakable to someone who knew him, nervous ticks were part of the Han she knew.
"Fair is fair." She nodded and rested her hands, clasped together on the table. "Alderaan was beautiful, rolling hills and high snow peaked mountains. Lush plains and large lakes, oceans that covered masses of the planet." Not what he'd asked exactly and her one slip was not noticed as she spoke. "Growing up there? Best place in the galaxy if you ask me. We used to take summers by the lake, racing each other to the water or riding thrantas and skimming the surface. I remember one natural pool where the water was the most beautiful blue you've ever seen and it was warm and had this natural chemical component that made you feel like you were floating on air."
She hadn't thought of the Organa family outings in some time, she'd forgotten how much she missed them. Picnics, laughing children playing tag, days that stretched on forever.
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He listens. He listens and notices the way that she focuses on the planet itself and yet, he hangs on the one time she said ‘we’ in her account all the same. It makes him smile just a little bit. He always prefers to hear that someone he likes had grown up in caring company — with a good family — but he seemed to especially want to hear that her childhood had been a happy one and he wasn’t to sure of why.
“Sounds nice.” He says with a slight smile. “Do you go back a lot?”
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"Very." She agreed. "Not as much as I'd like to, it's mostly memories now. Life has ways of keeping us occupied." Understatement of the century there. "Some might find it boring, but years ago Alderaan eschewed war and violence to concentrate on art and learning. It became a planet of peace and beauty." Her father had seen to that continuing even with their involvement in the growing resistance movement. Nothing was traced back to Alderaan, the pacifist society was both perfect cover and a brilliant way to foster alliances. If the most peace loving world in all the systems was pushing for a rebellion, who else could say no?
"And then of course there is the fact that I spent a good deal of time grounded. I seemed to have a hard time accepting restrictions." That was putting it mildly, she'd been a royal terror before she'd matured.
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If only he knew. Right now, when Han was from, there wasn’t an organized rebellion against the Empire. Just cells of discontent waiting to be united under one banner. Even if there had been, he wouldn’t have necessarily figured Leia for a warrior. She was ... too composed to be immediately pegged as a soldier, even by Han, who had served with plenty of women.
“I have to admit to a personal weakness for women with an independent streak.”
When the bottle and glasses arrive, Han pours for both of them. Roughly equal amounts in both glasses. Maybe he cause she had mentioned getting into trouble, he was suddenly picturing her as someone who could hold her liquor deceptively well.
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In his time there wasn't much to speak of in the way of defiance, the Imperial military complex was rolling over everything in it'd wake. Collecting and conscripting as they went. But for that time being it was still cloaked in a shadow of government authority. The true darkness behind the throne would surface in the coming years when things grew more and more dire for anyone who offered resistance.
"Is that so?" That was absolutely intriguing, and she was struck with a pang of guilt for not having told him why she'd seemed to keen to meet him. But things were going so well that she hated to ruin it.
Before she had a chance to gracefully broach a subject, the drinks arrived and he poured a full measure, very generously, for them both. "I suppose a toast is in order?" She raised her glass and looked at him in a way she hadn't seen either of the other versions of him. "To new friends and old acquaintances?" At least she'd set the table to be honest with him.
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“I don’t mean to pick a fight over your choice of words, but I think I would have remembered meeting you before.”
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But there’s a sinking feeling that comes over him, when she mentioned it, all the same. It’s disappointing news to him because if she knows one of the other’s he’s almost certainly older than her. She has preconceived notions, for certain, and he won’t just be able have a connection with her her the way he might with someone else his own age.
He can’t quite keep the feeling off his face.
“I’m sorry.”
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She leaned in and spoke with utter honesty. "As near as I can tell none of you are a like. One of you loaths me. One seems to have come to terms with my presence over the course of many years. But you... you're different." It was something hard to put her finger on exactly.
He had some of the same charm of his much older counter part, the wit of the Han she knew, but something wholly his own as well. "If you hadn't said who you were I would never have really connected you." Although... "Not entirely true, you are all handsome in a similar way."
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Not that he expected to necessarily meet Leia in person and spin it into something romantic, but he didn’t not rule out something romantic either. She was good looking and from the moment he got to look at her in person ... well ... she fits with a lot of his preferences anyway.
“Lothe?” He says, disbelievingly. “Lothe you? I don’t believe that for a minute.”
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"Talking to me tends to come with some complications, even if you weren't who you are." She was trying for soothing with her tone as he continued. "I don't know how much you want to know at this point." There was quite a lot to tell, and..well... "The flirting wasn't bad."
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That was, of course, the most important thing for Leia to take away from all of this. That he can flirt even more impressively than he was already. With that important detail clarified, he goes on to address the part that grabbed his attention nearly as much.
“How is talking with anybody complicated?” Han said, taking a swing of his drink. “Unless there are three people with the same name running around. “
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Now however he would need to allow her a moment, as his example was a true case here but, there was another issue. Leia took a deep pull of her drink and lowered her glass. "Well, for one, my name is Leia Organa, of the House of Organa. Princess of Alderaan." Cards were on the table now, as was a quickly emptied glass which she'd finished after making that quite possibly shocking statement.
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Leia of Alderaan. Princess Leia Organa. Now that she mentioned her full name and her title, he recalled hearing of her before. Does that mean he should treat her differently? Wouldn’t she have told him first if she really wanted to be doted upon like royalty?
He’s not even sure he knows how someone is supposed to treat a princess anyway.
“I’m just Han.” He says, reaching for the bottle to top them both off again. “Though, I may or may not have started a rumor among my friends that I was a missing prince. That was kind of funny.”
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"I think I prefer just Han, it suits you." She raised her glass again and smiled. "To being whatever it is you want to be." Here in the Nexus that seemed like a true possibility.
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It’s about all he can think to say. Make light of it. Cover up the little bit of butterflies he got when the enormity of having drinks with the Princess of Alderaan finally started to sink in. He was just a pilot and military wash-out from the slums.
“Don’t let anything hold you back.” He says as he reached to tap his glass lightly with hers. “Cheers.”
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Now that the truth was out and he wasn't running or mocking her she could relax. "Oh, which brings me back to my original comment. You'd asked for a story. I think another glass and I could be persuaded to tell the whole infamous tale."
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He purses his lips and wondered how she’d take that observation while added a little more booze to their glasses. Even more than the hearty pour they had started with. Han wouldn’t say his nerves were getting the best of him, but his stomach had felt in fewer knots when he was trying to escape The Maw.
“I have to admit, I am still looking forward to that.
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Another hearty swig of the potent drink and Leia exhaled with a rush. It was not a delicate dinner wine and her cheeks were taking a slight pink from it. "I was sixteen and had a mad idea that I was in love with a boy. I'd been disruptive and it had gotten me grounded but that wasn't about to stop me." Oh headstrong Leia, even at that age. She grinned with the memory, perhaps a touch self consciously. "He'd invited me out you see, to swim under the moon. Water so warm it felt like a bath. I knew the place and I knew a dozen ways to sneak out of the palace." She paused there, he might have questions or perhaps she wanted to compose her tale a bit more before going on. Except for the hook. "The invitation was very specific about what was not going to be worn."
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Or what it would have looked like with her now, anyway, he hadn’t known what she looked like four years ago.
Han shakes his head. It was easy enough to play it off as a disbelieving shake at how scandalous the young princess was willing to behave, but really it was to make himself stop thinking about Leia being naked. His own cheeks a little red now too.
“I’m going to fully admit to being jealous of whomever that person was.” He then, asked what he thought was the most important question. “Did you get caught?”
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"We were caught, well he was anyway. I wound up having to hide in the water for hours until I could sneak back and find my clothes. Fortunately a friend who I had said staying with me had explained I was angry and my parents left it at that. They hadn't pressed to see me thinking I would cool down in my own time." Winter had always been a brilliant strategist even back then. "I was able to get back inside, and we stayed up for hours talking about how he kissed and how exciting it all was." And then, within days after that she wouldn't see him again, she might not have been caught out but there were certainly suspicions.
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It sounded like something that he could have done with Qi’ra — if they had somewhere they could have gone swimming alone together. The two of them had managed to take just about every moment they could spare with each other when Lady Proxima wasn’t occupying them with tasks.
Han takes another long sip from his glass. At sixteen he had been sleeping beside his then girlfriend every day and doing things that weren’t particularly legal at night. He wasn’t in the habit of divulging too much about himself, but the thought was suddenly crossing his mind that she may already know the things he might feel comfortable saying. Because she knew another Han Solo.
“I know this is a weird question, but I kinda wonder what you might already know about me.”
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"Smuggler by trade, he doesn't talk about his past much. Actually we don't talk much at all." It was more bickering most of the time. "The older Han was very different, but I don't think he is from the same sort of time or place I am. It's just different. He was charming, a good dancer, apparently happy and settled in his life."
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lol, apparently I just stopped mid-sentence in my last tag. It was early. Oops.
I figured as much, the idea was there.
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